However, when Ainsley was about 14.5 months old I went out to dinner with some friends for my birthday. At that point I was only nursing her before bed and when I pumped that night, I didn't even get one ounce, so I decided it was time to move on.
This time, with Freddie, I have not worried about the timeline. I haven't obsessed over whether or not I'd make it a year, I haven't wondered how long I would go, I haven't thought much about it. Until now.
Freddie will be 13 months old soon...and there is not a breastfeeding end in sight. I'm not necessarily saying I want to stop, because I don't think I'm quite there yet. He's still such a baby to me and even though Clif and I both want another child, that may not happen for awhile given our current financial and living situation. So, he will be my baby for awhile and I'm cool with that. However, this weekend I went out of town for the night and I was able to pump 8 ounces still! At 13 months! I was shocked. Which means Freddie is still drinking a lot of breast milk.
He's a little more aggressive with his want for the boob than Ainsley ever was. I'm thinking maybe it's a boy thing. You see those babies pulling at their mother's shirts? They're boys...and that is Freddie. You see babies throwing fits in public when they want to nurse? They're boys...and that is Freddie. You see babies trying to suckle through their mother's shirts? They're boys...and that is Freddie.
I've been trying to slowly wean...not completely, but at least lessen the number of times he nurses. For instance, I'd really like him to stop nursing in the middle of the night...not that this is a huge problem. I'd say he sleeps through the night about 85% of the time, but when he wakes up, he wants the boob. I've been really good about not giving in, and after a tough couple of nights, he seems to have accepted that.
But then last night...
He could not be soothed. He could not be calmed. He screamed for over an hour. So, I gave in. I was so tired and looking at only 4 hours of sleep, so I put him in bed with me and let him nurse. I'm pretty irritated with myself, since we had been doing so well for 2 weeks...but I just couldn't take it anymore.
So I guess we're starting over again...I think I'll probably wait until after this coming weekend, when I will be out of town again. I'm pretty sure that's his trigger for ULTRA nursing. He doesn't get it for a solid 24-48 hours and he must make sure that
Wish me luck...